Hot Sexy Hard Bodied MILF…. Here I come

It’s been a while and I’ve missed how my fingers can dance across the keyboard in rhythm to my thoughts. So while life has been busy and I have found lots of excuses as to why I don’t seem to have any time to write, I miss it.

I’ve begun a new journey in my life. The jeans were getting a little uncomfortable and I REFUSED to buy a bigger size so I had to do something about it. Funny how little things, like not being able to breath in your pants will push you into action. I have begun to work out and start eating right. Now I could lie to you all and say that it’s for health reasons, but it’s not. I could lie and say that I need to start taking care of myself better but it’s not for those reasons either. I want to be a hot sexy hard bodied MILF. There I said it. Totally vain thinking but guess what… I don’t care.

I got up one morning about 2 weeks ago, looked in the mirror and said NOPE. That is not the image I see in my head. That is not how I pictured myself looking at this stage of my life. So we (me, myself and I) needed to do something about it. Many many years ago, I had the same thought. So I joined weight watchers after my 3rd baby was born and was determined to make it happen. And happen it did. Over the course of a year, I lost about 60 pounds of baby fat from the first 3 babies I had. Ya ya, I know that it wasn’t baby fat but it sounded good at the time. So back to the weight loss. I joined weight watchers and started doing the Billy Blanks Tae Bo workout that I purchased on VHS. Hahahaha…. I think I just dated myself. Me and Billy would sweat it out in my basement when I laid the baby down for a nap. I would religiously attend the WW meetings and soon I saw the pounds melting off. I did something else I had never done either… I started jogging. Ok, it was a slow walk at first but soon I was challenging myself by running between the light posts on the street. Run one light post. Walk to the next. And repeat. From there I found I could run 2 light posts and walk one. A girlfriend told me about the Running Room and I looked into it. I have never been one to like excersising with others, so I implemented my own program and away I went. Soon I was jogging like the wind! Maybe not as graceful. Maybe not as pretty but I was doing it. Before I knew it, I was just jogging. There was no walking in-between to catch my breath. I loved that time. Me. My music. And the sidewalk.

Funny thing happened when I started taking the time for me. I became extremely selfish with that time. My older 2 kids would want to ride their bikes beside me. Ummmm…. Nope. This is MY time. This was my 40 minutes a day I got to myself. I sure as shit didn’t want to share it! So I started getting up earlier and earlier. I am naturally a morning person so it didn’t seem to bother me. And the crisp air was quite refreshing in the morning.

Now if you’ve ever had a goal to lose weight, you know that you don’t see the pounds coming off. But it was very gratifying when I would run into someone I knew and they would be amazed at my transformation. A little ego stroke if you will.

So things were going along swimmingly well and then I got pregnant with our 4th child. Weight Watchers told me I couldn’t come to the meetings anymore. That was a devastating blow to me. WW held me accountable. WW was the whole reason I was succeeding. I was pissed at WW. I would show them! And show them I did. Throughout my pregnancy I gained all that I had lost and more back. But I sure as hell wasn’t going back to them. They let me down when I needed them!! So I just did nothing. And it showed.

Shortly after my divorce I lost about 50 pounds. I called it the divorce diet. I didn’t really do anything to make the weight come off. It just kinda fell off. It was the easiest diet I had ever been on!! But when you don’t work at something, it doesn’t last.

So over the last 6 years my weight has gone up and down like a yoyo. And I was tired of it. So that morning I looked in the mirror… really looked in the mirror I wondered out loud how I had gotten to this place. And the truth was painfully obvious.

Pizza. Take out. Quick processed dinners. Skipping breakfast. Eating the wrong foods. And evenings spent curled up on the couch. They had all contributed to my fat ass. The fat ass I didn’t want. The fat ass that made it difficult to breath in the jeans I was wearing.

“Well Deb, only you can change this” was my thoughts as I scrolled the net looking for a solution. A fairly new gym had opened about 10 minutes away. “But you HATE working out in front of people” myself said to me. “Ya, and the couch is sooooo comfy” I said to me. “STOP” I said to both of them. Just ENOUGH. Hot sexy hard bodied MILF is not going to happen if we continue this way.

So I walked into the gym and signed up. That was 2 weeks ago. I wandered through Costco buying only fruits and veggies. I am two weeks in and very VERY determined. I have a great support network with some online friends. My oldest daughter keeps cheering me on too. When I went to sign up at the gym the person signing me up asked me what my goal was… Straight faced without a smile my answer was HOT SEXY HARD BODIED MILF. He wrote that on my file. Didn’t even bat an eye. The health benefits are going to be a bonus for me. The extra energy is going to be a bonus for me. The body I see in the mirror is the goal. I have it all pictured in my mind.

Now I know there will be plateaus. I know there will be days I do not want to get my lazy ass off the couch and head to the gym. I know all those days will come. For right now, my determination is strong and I am taking advantage of that.

With that said, my sore muscles and I are off to the gym. Cardio day only today.

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Debbi Serafinchon Written by:

Just an average ordinary woman being herself on this crazy ride we call life. I say what I mean and mean what I say. I chose to bring along 4 crazy side kicks on this journey, my 4 kids. The actual realization of my journey began after my divorce. Hindsight being what it is, I realized before my divorce I was just going through the steps. My eyes are now wide open to the path ahead of me.

4 Comments

  1. USACritter
    April 22
    Reply

    Well, well. Hard bodied MILF eh? All of us that know you consider you a MILF regardless of the hardness of your body. 😎 Still you’ve got me rooting for you – having the body you want makes everything else in life a little easier. Just don’t think it will make any difference to the people that care about you.

    • April 22
      Reply

      Awwww thx Love!!! And you’re right; the people that matter really dont mind what our external picture looks like

  2. shayne
    April 27
    Reply

    like I don’t struggle already to resist your MILFness 😉

    I’m proud of you for taking control over yet another part of you life HUG

    • April 27
      Reply

      You are so good for my ego! Thx my friend. It feels great to be on my way to yet another goal!

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